If she could draw you a picture
It would be of the street where she lived.
The places she played.
The graveled driveway.
The puddle.
Jimmy’s green house.
The enclosed porch they played on.
She would draw
The path to the woods
Behind Jimmy’s house.
The path they took.
The place she wanted to take him.
To the railroad tracks.
Or the place it happened instead.
The spot’s right there in her memory.
She sees it but can’t draw it.
Wishes someone could look in and see it too.
She walks around in it.
The space, the leaves, the tiny clearing.
The place she landed.
The spot she was thrown to.
She marks it.
It’s there in her brain.
The place.
The place.
The path back.
The tree at the entrance
To the cheap apartments she lived in.
Perhaps a quarter mile away.
Her bicycle by the steps to her apartment.
How surreal her bicycle seemed to her
Afterward.
How crazy she felt.
Heart still pounding
From the shock.
The pursuit.
Looking back to see if he was coming.
Terrified he might still be coming.
Adrenaline coursing.
Mind singularly focused,
Thinking only of running,
Of hiding all this,
Of escape.
Her bicycle.
It sticks in her brain.
Evidence of
Life uninterrupted.
Of surrealness.
Of life moving onward.
Nobody knowing.
Nobody asking.
Photo Credit: Emily Poisel — Look Cute.
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Laura, your words paint pictures and open doors into the formerly forbidden areas. By speaking, you speak for thousands of others who have not yet found their words. There is power in the telling. Thank you for being brave.
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Well, you, my friend, would know. You helped me find ’em. (((hugs)))